Reach for beauty


Reach for beauty
For the beauty itself
Not for the memory of beauty
Nor its fantasy

If you can stop your mind
From jumping to the next thought
Usually filled with longing or nostalgia
Then you can keep your feeling of beauty
From heading you straight to misery

Reach for beauty
And for the beauty only
So your remembrance of the sublime
Is never tainted with grief
Or insufferable missing
So your dreams and visions
Instead of turning to denial
Only stand for the desire
And impatience for grace

Let them be self-prophetic and fruitful
No more blame your unconscious so hurtful.
Let your mind’s eye precede the next perception of beauty.
It’s an appeal to your senses
As the light comes through your fences
If you reach out for the beauty
And for the beauty only
Then overall it might just be.

(Painting by Edward Hopper)

We will never stand it.

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We will never stand it,
The passing of time over grace and goodness,
Over everything truly worth living for.
We will never understand it,
How what was then, can’t be just now,
What once we pledged, we fail to vow.
So we appeal for reason,
When that’s only a treason.

We will never accept it,
But that’s a secret deal we sign,
For the sake of getting by.
It says if you lose memory,
Then you can repel mortality.
At least for a while.
So we lose our memory,
But never gain eternity.

How dare we stand it,
How dare we accept the deal ?
We should mourn every minute,
Every hour, every day,
Every past age,
Every century,
Every dead person,
From the dawn of humankind
To the post-modern society.

Life should be an endless mourning.
We love because of regret,
We expect because of loss,
And because of death, we live.

There must be some kind of justice in nostalgia.
Whereas melancholy, or any bad mood,
Cannot be trusted from an hour to the next.
Nostalgia is cruel, though rewarding in its way.
It’s just that we can’t get over it,
Unless we forget,
Unless we heal,
Unless we behave like this is the first time.

We shoud never stand it,
But we do, or die.